I'm am so new to this whole blogging thing, and to tell you the truth it makes me very nervous. I have always kept a personal journal, but I thought that it wouldn't hurt to give blogging a chance.
Today was a good day. Cayden is in Ellijay with his grandparents, and we really needed a couple of days for ourselves. I still miss him like crazy when he's not home. I keep thinking that the older he get's the easier it will be to let him go. I know it's not like he is far away or with strangers, but I just miss reading him his bedtime story and saying his prayers with him at night. It seems like the older he get's the harder it is. Every mother knows exactly what I'm talking about. It's all bitter sweet. I love seeing him become the person God has created him to be, but I am always on the look out for his last's. I picked him up the other day and afterward thought to myself " this very well may be the last time I can pick him up and hold him like this." Kind of sad to look at it that way but I can't help but wonder. I have one more day to myself tommorrow. We really don't have that much to do other than go to church in the morning. I really need to clean! Hopfully I can get motivated to get that out of the way. Much easier said than done.
Well, that wasn't so bad. Probably wasn't the greatest either. I'm a work in progress that's for sure. I have a feeling that I'm really going to enjoy my new blogging adventure. I'm going to go crawl in my big cozy bed and try to get some sleep, otherwise I will never get up in time for church in the morning. Good night all and God bless.
